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21.1.09

today = ) really manage to surprise me totally...she told me she want to get a gift for a friend and asked me for advice...so i sincerely told her the price range for Crumpler bags and advice her where to get it...so during our 2hrs break in sch...we rushed down to Raffles City Shopping Centre to get it...along the way she was like telling me tt she's sharing the cost with her classmates and stuff...she even called a friend to check how much e bag will cost...unknowingly i went down with her to get it....

whn we got there...she asked my opinion for the design and color...so i just chose the color i liked...and she wore the bag to see if its really nice...after tt went up to the concierge to get the bag gift wrapped...their wrapping is quite classy...they even pasted a card for her to write a msg...she was rather secretive whn she wrote the msg...so i tort maybe its inconvenient...i actually asked if the gift is for a guy...this whole time i was actually feeling jealous that she actually went through the rush on the cab n stuff to get the bag...so inside i was tinking...tt guy must be some kind of impt friend or wat...(felt so silly...sillyvester...).

so after she finish writing...she actually said....
= ): eh my english very lousy leh...can help me see if the msg is ok?
me: (abit shuang dao...indirectly say my eng powderful ma...) orh...ok lor...lemme see...

whn i open e card...i was like...
*Stunned!!* she did it again~!...

this is wat she got for me...hee...The Considerable Embarrassment...

we spent e whole day together...went for lunch@hk cafe...bowling@bowling alley (duh~!)...sch@SIM...sometimes whn u are together with someone...u wanna just look at her...for no particular reason...not to look at her black heads or wat...just wanna look at her...well i noe she's not very used to it...maybe i was looking for the connection between me n her...

i wanted to accompany her for the day...but in e end...its more like her accompanying me...i noe at this current time...alot of things are left unsaid...which can b disturbing...but i felt more reassured with the time spent tgt...the little things that she do...calling me even at e smallest time slot available...being with me instead of her class...sharing with me photos of her past...getting another line...i roughly know the reason for the other line but i still choose to act blur n ask her...lol act blur live longer leh...i guess i'm the kind of person that wanna hear things out loud...

i really appreciate wat u did...i want to promise u many things...but i tink only when the time is right; will then b more appropiate for me to tell u...

i want to give u my best...i really do...=]

rambled at 11:49 PM