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recently...maybe syl speaks too much tt he has very little to blog abt...his tactless spew is like killing thousands...sometimes its really amazing how deadly words can be....esp spoken...
syl wants to be a hermit...he really want to reside to the background n focus on things that matters to him...his other half and his exams...
exams nvr mean so much to syl...in the past...its just some mandatory things he has to go through...its very much similar to going through motion...but now...it matters to syl le...he realised the importance of graduating and be able to support his other half...and also to have at least something to show her parents that her daughter is in good hands...there's alot tt need to b done...and it all requires TIME...not saying that time isnt enough but instead...syl want to use the least amt of time to achieve his goals...
some say its unnecessary pressure on syl...some say its too far to think abt...but he begs to differ...neither of it is true for syl...the future is rather immediate....every second we spend now is eating into the future...deep inside alot of things are churning...alot of plans and ideals....but there's no way syl can rush things through...he prays to god that time will b on his side....
syl ♥s his other half...today is 2nd mth tgt le...everytime he touched the callous on his palms...it symbolises the time spent tgt...the time where his other half makes him whole...
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