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can syl re-focus in time for his exams?
[2025hrs]
its alot of effort...at this very moment of emotions n feelings are going through his very heart rite now...would anyone know how complex it is to express emotions n feelings together...
will update again later if syl can put 'emotions&feelings' in words...
[2300hrs]
ok syl is trying to blog again...
he watched tv...nothing nice...
he stared at the monitor...nothing nice too...
he ate dinner...go through motion ba...
here's a brkdown of dinner...
- Duck rice x 01 (mum n sis share)
- Fish Ball Noodle x 02 (mum n sis, 1 each)
- Ipoh Hor Fun x 01 (syl ate 3/4 while mum ate 1/4 cause it looks nice...)
eh its like...who's e hungry one here...i tink the ppl ard syl's table will b marvel by how much he's consuming...
he on his fan....too cold....
he off his fan....too hot....
he went to bath....become clean...but felt cold in a result...
he dun like to feel cold...cold is like unbearable to him...he needs warmth...
he off his fan again...not tt hot now...
he look at his room...felt its emptiness...its not the room tt's empty....
its something else tt's empty...but at the same time it isnt as empty as it seems...its like the glass theory...half empty or half full...
god: i'm sure u heard syl's prayer...can offer him some signs? visual n audible??
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