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just ended a call with dear not long ago....
dear say's her 6th sense is very accurate...syl wonder wat can she sense abt them....
recently syl has been busy with Project100....so far he used 12hrs and manage to complete 50% of it...whn its 100% completed...have to sent it somewhere to get it 'enhanced'...last time syl use to tink tt he has created his masterpiece back thn in 2005...but he's wrong...now Project100 would b his hallmark creation...a grandmaster piece tt sets a benchmark to his effort n hardwork...nothing compared to wat he has done b4....he can barely feel his back or fingers anymore...this morning...he even had trouble waking up...in another 12hrs...it will b complete...
yet while his project is half way through completion...he cant wait to give it to dear....deep down inside him...he's brainstormin on wat kind of reaction will dear give whn she receives it....its a mystery only to be answered in April...
connection has been weak...need to repair n reconnect...
[P.S. i slimmed down again...now 61kg...i tink i noe y i lost weight...]
this is going to an angry entry....
DAMN PISSED OFF~!!!!...
yday some FUGLY BITCH told my dear tt she like me...but bc i'm the kind of guy tt will want to b with my gf as much as possible...she decided tt i'm not her type....
PLEASE~!!!
- she has a bf already~!! n she is still lookin ard for guys...wat does this mean? SLUT~!
- nabei...look at the mirror la...look at urself...u tink i even set my eyes on u?
- u behave just like a guy...n u tink ppl will fall for u? i beginning to suspect ur bf is gay....
- every girl out there has a general appeal n u DONT...u dun even fit to b catergorize as a girl lor...all u do is try to con some guy into buying ur meals...
ANGRY...freakin angry....got this kind of 不要脸 people ard me...
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syl has this idea in mind...he nvr noe wat is going to happen next...so he finds it impt to treasure each day...and live it to the fullest...
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wah just now ar...syl feel tt he had his dinner at e war front...right in front of him...war broke out btw Phyllis n Dylan...syl was msgin dear at e same time...he felt like a war zone reporter...lol all the crossfire took place in front of him...just learnt tt phyllis is emo-ing now....jia lat la....
.jpg) boxers tt dear chose/got for syl...hee after buyin dear bra...syl have new boxers from dear...can tell tt dear like the boxers she got for syl...will show dear soon...*winkz*...
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1500hrs - dear is on her way to gathering...
as much as syl controls his torts...he still do not trust that fly...
3 things abt Flies....
- flies are not meant to b trusted...as they eat rubbish for a living...like the saying goes 'u are wat u eat'....
- big or small...no matter wat size they come in...flies are flies....
- if any pt of time u r having 2nd torts abt flies...refer to point 1....
syl is going through thought suppression now... attempting to avoid tinkin abt the fact tt the fly is present in the gathering...as it causes discomfort (flies) and to stop such torts from reaching consciousness...syl realise that suppression is difficult, effortful and this can actually produce a rebound effect....
such an effect occurs bc syl automatically monitors his environment for cues to the thought he has to suppress but this simultaneously makes him aware of the very thing he wants to avoid tinking abt...tio boh???
so such automatic monitoring influencing his conscious is called mental contamination...without appropriate source of emotional distraction...the effort at suppression may fail....hahaha so where's his source of emotional distraction?
*sms tone* heee...tt's dear's msg...simply...every time dear msg syl...he will feel so much better...at least he's aware of her whereabouts...hubby ♥♥♥ wifey~!!...
1650hrs - syl will blog till so far....its raining outside...syl looks at the sky...he wants to bask in the rain...
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syl had a gr8 day today....
did something incredible for e 1st time....choose the design myself n bought a bra for dear....heee....like tt bra alot...
*yawnzzz* so many flies ard...killing one just isnt enough...
gary said my blog is very difficult to read...claiming tt there's alot in between the lines...too hard to decipher....lol sorry ar....tt's my pattern...i've something for u tt's pretty straight cut....
i want $10k...lol...no lines to read in between....just gimme e $$...
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hee had a ticklish day...
went for pedicure with dear@nail palace...despite sister lim sayin tt their service aint tt gd...but we had a different experience...the service is gd considering how they attend to dear....and being a male customer...there isnt much to do and nevertheless effort can b seen in trying to remove as many dead skin....hmmm or is it cuticles?...
syl like the way he discuss with dear on whether they'll sign up for the package or not...he feels tt...tt's the way things shld be discussed no matter how big or small the matter is....
syl's laptop has gone case le...he's in a lost now...how to deal with it...
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syl realised he was nvr in the picture....
well mayb he shld just stay out of the picture = ]
syl has been selling VAIO for 3yrs le...there must be some things that he will say everytime in his sales talk....
syl identifies himself with a part of his sales talk today....he felt a resemblance btw him and the antivirus software that comes with VAIO...wat will you do after 90days is over?
- download pirated antivirus?
- purchase license for a year?
- heck~! who needs antivirus...so many virus how to remove?
lol...customers usually wants antivirus to be a year....after giving them so wat? after a year still w/o antivirus ma....lol syl always find customers have a weird sense of thinking....
recently...maybe syl speaks too much tt he has very little to blog abt...his tactless spew is like killing thousands...sometimes its really amazing how deadly words can be....esp spoken...
syl wants to be a hermit...he really want to reside to the background n focus on things that matters to him...his other half and his exams...
exams nvr mean so much to syl...in the past...its just some mandatory things he has to go through...its very much similar to going through motion...but now...it matters to syl le...he realised the importance of graduating and be able to support his other half...and also to have at least something to show her parents that her daughter is in good hands...there's alot tt need to b done...and it all requires TIME...not saying that time isnt enough but instead...syl want to use the least amt of time to achieve his goals...
some say its unnecessary pressure on syl...some say its too far to think abt...but he begs to differ...neither of it is true for syl...the future is rather immediate....every second we spend now is eating into the future...deep inside alot of things are churning...alot of plans and ideals....but there's no way syl can rush things through...he prays to god that time will b on his side....
syl ♥s his other half...today is 2nd mth tgt le...everytime he touched the callous on his palms...it symbolises the time spent tgt...the time where his other half makes him whole...
she's lying on the bed slping now....
i'm looking at her...does she want me to slp with her?
time passes day by day....
sometimes i wonder...am i moving tgt with time?...
or am i just there lookin at time passing by...
hmmm...i wondered wat happened...
i've been trying to talk to her but she keep pushing me away...难道这是关心你的副作用吗？seems like auntie lim made her pek chek...its like i'm stuck...call her is like bothering her at e moment...dun call her is like i dun care...i tink sms is like e neutral way now...
dunno wat i can do now but look at my notes...try to make sense of it...
dear has been vomitting for sometime le...
went to the doctor just now....then the doctor ask if she's pregnant....believe it or not...after hearing it...a smile just appeared across my face...lookin at the doctor's ultrascan machine...when will it b my turn?
whn will little youxin come?
do u noe wat are the seven sins used in early christian teachings?
once i read them back in JC times...back then i've committed the 5th sin which is Wrath...
now i've committed it in the different way...way back it was just plain anger....now it is inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred...these feelings have manifest to such an extent it clouded my judgment and i fail to see wat is more impt than tt...
there's no use lamenting of wat i've done...the focus shld b on wat have i not done to make things right again...
ANGRY...VEXED...PEK CHEK~!!
Q1. Moments ago Wifey was _______.
a) angry.
b) vexed.
c) pek chek.
d) just sharing with Hubby how she felt regarding setbacks at wrk.
Q2. Was Hubby unhappy that Wifey made a wrong choice of people?
a) @#$%# of all ppl ask him?!
b) Unhappy is an understatement, Hubby was like so pissed.
c) No, he isnt. Hubby just wanna share with Wifey that there are better
choices and he is trying very hard to help Wifey find more reliable people
ar...
Q3. At the end of the day, Hubby _____ Wifey.
a) lub lub lub
b) misses
c) wants to hug
d) cant wait to see
e) all of the above
i tink i'm havin nightmare tonight...
was clearing my rubbish n whn i open e lid to e rubbish chute...its a sight tt i wont forget for a while...its a sanitary pad tt is wide open.. yeah~! its bloody...no females will throw away unused sanitary pads...i'm ok with e blood...but its wat the blood attracts tt made my stomach churned for the moment...i remember seeing at least 8 black n small creepy crawlers all ovr it...lol...i was stunned...well i decided to leave my rubbish outside e chute instead...
went to ecp with e printer promoters AGAIN~!...we played bowling AGAIN~! but with forfeits of course kekeke...they were tinking abt wat forfeits and this is wat we came out with
- go to one of the bbq pits, tell the ppl tt r having e bbq tt you are hungry and you want a chicken wing.
- wear everyones' watches and ask someone from the public for time.
- stand at the beach facing the shore and shout "我要 女/男 人!!"
- go to any fastfood restaurant and ask for competitors' fd instead of theirs.
familiar? lol...certainly e ideas came from camps i've attended...but the last forfeit is thought by dear de...tt one is fresh...nvr done it b4...
went to best denki to sell a laptop to my friend hendrick...hee i tort he's buying for his gf lor...but he told me his gf is richer thn him...i feel happy seeing him attached...so as i went in with my sister n dear...someone i detest is there as well...his look disgust me to e core...told my sister to stay beside dear all e time...unfortunately i've to ask her to meet wencong so tt infantile eventually manage to get hold of dear...
things tt he says makes my blood boil beyond boiling pt...i wonder is it bc some people stand for too long tt their brains migrate from the skull to their ass due to gravitational pull...ass-brained...enough of tt infantile~!!....
while walkin at ecp...dear paused and looked me into the eye....
dear: dear...will u cherish me?
till now i can hear tt vividly...its like its echoing inside my heart...its a promise tt i will cherish her always and love her wholeheartedly...no matter wat comes in the way...we'll go through it together...
dear...my love for you is like inkjet's need for printerhead....toner's need for drum...heee....
unrest...
dun feel gd seein her bothered...
ever feel tt whn u look into the eyes of ur love ones and u can sense a hint of melancholy...and whn u try to probe it usually end with a "i'm ok..." but deep down inside u knew something is bothering her...
its hard getting her to talk sometimes...usually it takes time to make her confide face to face...i find it necessary to talk face to face as her expressions says it all...her body language usually gives her away...
even the slightest things u can tell...from the way she talks? the way she answers u when u talk....its like whn u go on talking for awhile...realise she isnt responding and whn u posed a qn...the replies are usually one word answers...these are all tell-tale signs...
worst of all is whn u wanna help...but you couldn...
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i've read somewhere tt men n women solve problems differently...whn men talk abt their problems...they seek to solve it using solutions....but whn women talk abt their problems...all they want is probably a listening ear...offering them solutions might not b wat they want....is it true? wat say you?
they always say....be careful wat u wish for....
wat can i wish for?
i'm looking for this bk....has anyone seen it? dunno where to find leh....have been searching for sometime le....
hee...bet no ones noe where to find this bk...alot of unexpected things happen...n its making me feel nauseous as well...1st time i felt this way...but then at the same time i feel tt i've become wiser...
things r never going to be easy...they wont now...they wont ever....life is lidat de...since whn its easy...gd life is to be fought for...gd endings r worth dying for...a better half for the rest of my life is worth sacrifying everything for...
in a few hrs time...i need to b stronger...firmer....and wiser...
i seriously need a tv in my room....SAVE~!! thn i can hang it on my wall...cannot tahan wanna play game ar...need to go living room and worst of all still need to use headset so tt wont wake my mum up...confirm very mafan...wish my next tv can b 50" at least....thn whn playing 4player games...still can see clearly despite having split screens....then again...no hurry la...its a luxury...
15min later...
just had a rd of House Of the Dead: Overkill...shiok...killing zombies is certainly my hobby kekeke...i still have 4 more games haven try yet...guess i wont try it till JUNE ba...
- Dance Dance Revolution: Mario Mix
- Guitar Heroes: Aerosmith
- Guitar Heroes: My Chemical Romance
- Dangerous Creatures
Now my priorities are wifey & studies...
recently...90% of my gd pals seen wifey le....bumped into them in the weirdest ways....pili was at PS...japheth was at somewhere near his place...gary was at katong...tart & william was during the vday surprise...its not like i get to bump into them b4 leh...maybe each of them shld gimme a number...so tt i can buy TOTO rite?
yday whn i'm havin fever..wifey insist tt she send me hm...she applied cold towel on my forehead...put water beside me for me to drink...coax me to bed...heee its like so shuang to b sick rite? but she couldn stay ovr...so i've to slp then she can leave but the issue is...how can i slp knowing tt she haven got hm safely? i ended up slpin at 12am which is 3hrs b4 usual slping time...n guess wat...i woke up at 4:22am tinking its 7am...cause i felt so awake please...ended up waking up at 1hr interval to check e time...
n till now i'm still awake...n there's a 10km run tml morning...tml is here...
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