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alot of things to say...
but would youxin listen?...
said alot of times le...
got a qn to ask...
but would youxin answer?
ask alot of times le...
yishen is hanging...
hanging by a thread...
yishen was lying on his bed...
watchin tv...
lookin at his room filled with things...
he tort...
his room can b filled with everything he has...
but it will always be empty...
empty without youxin by his side...
yishen wants to shout...
shout with him?...
yishen wants to shed a tear...
lend him a shlder?...
yishen wants to slp...
make his heart pound lesser?...
just moments ago...
yishen saw something tt he shldn have...
saw a married man behavin intimately with another woman...
its kinda disturbin to see such things happen...
esp if he knows both of them...
it kinda totally destroy e impression yishen have of them...
he hates people who cheats on their other half...
but he prays tt they will sort things out...
b4 it gets out of hand...
LIVE from TAKASHIMAYA 5th Level...
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yishen is tired...
tried looking beyond may....
to pull through...
there's no light at e end of the tunnel...
can only see darkness...
still have 4 more papers to go...
prepared butter sugar toast for youxin today...
dunno if she's surprised...
cause she didnt say much...
just asked yishen how he did it...
whn will the day come...
yishen wants to make brkfast for youxin whnever possible...
so tt whn she wakes up...
the 1st thing she sees will b...
brkfast will b served on bed on those 'bed table'...
every brkfast made...
comes from the heart...
with e same msg...
'i love you...'
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had lunch with youxin @taka's hk cafe...
while lookin at e menu...
out of fun...yishen suggested...
durian fried rice...
who noes tt youxin agreed...
at that moment he was like...
"me n my big mouth~!..."
lol...
but wat was least expected is tt...
it turned out to b VERY nice...
it was served with a protective cover ovr e rice...
so tt others wont smell it...
youxin noticed tt the other customers couldn stand e smell...
haha who cares...
the rice was fried with vege, eggs n prawns...
so for vegans...pls request for e prawns to b removed...
it wont turn out to b sticky due to e durian...
in fact the ratio of durian, rice & egg is nicely done...
and e thing is after eatin it...
the mouth wont reek of durian smell...
tt's e pt yishen wanna make...
it was a lunch packed with specialty...
eating with youxin has always been full of surprises...
mixed feelings... youxin has been ill for awhile... everyday yishen ask her to see a doctor... but she keeps telling him she is fine... turns out tt the reason for not going... is because she didn want to spend yishen's money... finally... youxin's dad is bringing her to see a doctor.. at last she agreed to go... yishen is happy tt finally she's seeing a doctor... could have been happier if she had agreed to go... whn he suggested... its like 每天都在关心她的我... 不管怎样叫都叫不动... 希望下次不要再这样了好吗?...  . . . whn two people are together... is there a need to feel bad for spendin each other's money?? to yishen... he dont differentiate it... hope youxin will grow to understand tt... to him... there's no 'ur money, my money'... he earns to provide for u... he = yishen... u = youxin...
yishen's blog is reborned~!!
took yishen abt 1h30min to do his blog from scratch again....
finally the archives section is up...kekeke its quite hard to do it...
cause nowadays not much support frm blogspot for html noobs...
this time rd is all the CSS thingy le...
hee so quite proud tt its finally done up...
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youxin is having her paper now...hope she can do well...
"paper ah~ paper~ dun b too difficult k?"
yishen is abit upset in e fact tt she didnt tell him abt the paper...
he just felt so left out...
it is something tt is impt to the both of us...
but told r abt it instead...
its not abt comparing...
yishen noe youxin still called to tell him...
its e 'last to know' kind of feeling...
for e whole day...
yishen neither initiate a call or sms to youxin...
cause he dun want youxin to b stuck in e middle...
its really not easy...
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isnt it hard not to sms/call someone u miss??...
its like u just wish to know how ur other half is doing...
hearin their voice...is like a cure for everything...
ever checked ur phone all the time just to make sure u didnt miss a call?
or didnt hear e sms tone?
and whn the phone finally rings...
u'll stop everything just to check the phone...
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i noe yishen is abit sensitive...
n he dont want to jump into conclusions...
wants to hear from youxin herself...
whn she wants to...
for now...
yishen will not talk abt it later...
there's a better day to look forward to tml...
monday used to b special...
yishen miss those mondays we used to have...
all e while...yishen try his best to make up for what he did...
maybe it isnt working....he dunno...
will try to slp...soon...
'JOB'LESS
hmmm...it seems like car is something tt all guys shld come with...tink abt it...car do bring about alot of convenience...with a car...everywhere is accessible...imagine bringing someone to mt. faber...and you dun have a car...it will b like...'eh siao eh~ u want to walk up ar?'...guys out there who are still car-less...how would u all cope? now no longer trendy to take long walks le leh...weather is farkin humid day by day...we want AIRCON~!!...kekeke...
...dun feel like continuing to blog le....
BLOGGING?
yishen super got mood to blog today...alot of things he can write abt...but whether he'll write abt it or not...hahaha considering...
nothing else to do online...sometimes one can b sick of all the routine done online...seriously need to b introduced to do more things online...recently online shop alot but its obvious tt online shopping is a women's territory...lol...1% of the goods sold in LiveJournal Sprees are associated with guys...but then again...guys need to buy things for their gf de rite? so eventually...online shopping is gd for guys too...
alot of emotions...yishen is super emo...he deserve to wear e tee that writes 'EMO' across it...watched e movie TROY? rem how Achilles die? bc his heel is his weak point...so whn he's shot with an arrow on his heel...he died...yishen's weak point will be his heart ba...but thn which human will survive being shot in the heart? kekeke...but for yishen...no need to shot him in his heart...as long as he's emotional disturbed...he's dysfunctional...he cannot do anything but rot...but he detest rotting...so while struggling with rotting and not wanting to rot...he becomes dysfunctional...lol...
there's alot of things yishen want to throw away in his room de....cant wait till the end of may...then he will spend one whole day...throwing away all e useless things in his room....things of the yester-years...lol so many 'wu ah boh de'...
eh so far tt's it for e moment...whn yishen got more things to ramble abt...he will cont...
FACT / MYTH
yishen went to yahoo n google n searched for 'happily ever after'...it turn out tt most of the results involves either a movie or a cartoon...then it came to his mind...how come no other types of results surface?
then it suddenly makes sense...its amazing that a search engine knows tt 'happily ever after' might not exist in real life...so it assumes tt it can only b found in either movies or cartoons...but still its very clever....it never tells us that it might not exist...imagine when you do a search and the following happens...
yishen is still waiting for his happily ever after...
[P.S. How come youxin nvr blogs about happy things that happens to us?]
THE BEGINNING OF HELLISH DAYS
yishen's 1st paper will begin in 11hrs time...chey~!...like bothered....
is yishen getting closer to wat he wants in life?...or is he moving further and further away?
so many problems...so limited resources...
 the love of my lifeits like e 1st day...and yishen is subjected to multiple multitude of test...so far so gd ba...its not going to be any easier for yishen....just got to bear with it...deardear is all tt he's focusing on...anything else tt disturbs r just crap...lol...machiam really so easy to relate everything else as crap....
 youxin got me this to encourage yishen to study...but we haven got a name for it wor....youxin...you have to name it cause its u who got it kekeke....isnt it cute? sitting on the edge of yishen's laptop screen?
cant wait till the clock strike 12~!!...21 days of ultra happyness...lol...
have a feeling its yishen's turn to brkdown in MAY...
ELEVEN
recently youxin is asking yishen to bowl with her all e time...today at e final rd...she decided to up the bet to 10 forfeits...heee...yishen won just by a game kekeke...in total she owe yishen 14 forfeits...
1. Pay for accomodation and tickets for the holiday trip.
2. Go jogging with yishen
3. Sign up for Giant Star Search
as for 4th to the 14th forfeits...tentatively will be *ahem ahem* kekeke...until yishen manage to further specify them..
 a simple cake...but a tort tt is priceless...
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